Its quite sad reading men’s tales of still being a virgin at 30+ on the social anxiety forums.Its not just the loneliness and sexual frustration, its the fear of ridicule from others. How dare other people ask why you have still not got a girlfriend by a certain age! Its not like a job, you dont have to have one as if you have to explain yourself! There’s already 7 billion people on the planet. Its not your job to procreate and spread your genes any more! Of course I dont even answer them as I am over 40 and never so much as touched a girl/woman/female/human being. I did not even know what a woman’s private parts looked like until I saw it on the internet not that long ago.I didn’t feel aroused at all as I have a fear of sexial intimacy and the thought of having sex actually makes me feel sick, yes sick! I’m that weird. Yes, i know I need a psychiatrist!
Even better and now it gets even weirder I was pretty much asexual until I was 27 when I first managed to ejaculate(on my own obviously!)and as soon as I did I started to get far more aroused.It was like going through puberty at 27! Before that I had very little interest in females and an extremely low sex drive. I could appreciate attractive women, even become slightly aroused but i was so used to getting no reaction from below that I simply assumed I had faulty testicles, not enough testosterone and some weird chemical imbalance. I often forget all this when talking about being a shy young man. Even without my social anxiety I still would not have been able to have sex so what was the point of getting into a relationship anyway? I even thought then that perhaps just laying with a woman would activate my penis as if pressing a button. I had no idea! Its strange to think now at the age of 40+ I have 10 times more sex drive than I did as a teenager! Its easy to see why I am such a mentally insane loner now isn’t it?