On a cold Christmas Eve

I starting to feel anxious about lunchtime and so I went out three times today to try and break up feelings of intense thingy-me-whatsit( that’s anxiety, depression and loneliness all mixed together). I started by buying a bottle of rum for future use and ended up going to Christmas Eve carol concert in the town hall square this evening for a while. Oh to be a madman amongst the happy people doing happy things. There were lots of drunken people wandering around town as well. I may be somewhat drunk too for the next 4 days. God bless for anyone in the same boat. Nobody knows the pain of loneliness but the mad and lonely.

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I could have been someone
Well, so could anyone
You took my dreams
From me when I first found you
I kept them with me babe
I put them with my own
Can’t make it all alone
I’ve built my dreams around you

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Author: klodo

I am male,English and have had social anxiety since I started school at 5 years of age. I like photography, walking, wildlife, history and moaning.........CONSTANTLY! Oh you must stop being so negative! Shut up!

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