Odd One Out

This is a picture I took today. One leaf changing to autumn colours ahead of all the rest. 29714619594_7eb3e92d24_b


Author: klodo

I am male,English and have had social anxiety since I started school at 5 years of age. I like photography, walking, wildlife, history and moaning.........CONSTANTLY! Oh you must stop being so negative! Shut up! NOW WITH ADDED DEPRESSION!

6 thoughts on “Odd One Out”

  1. Dear Klodo,

    I know you consider my ramblings on about God’s love, intense and irrelevant, so I’ll keep this word of encouragement short:

    You are accepted as you are, just like some people have Austism, some are Dyslexic and some have ADHD, your SA is part of you. You are not abnormal.

    God says “To those who are given much, much will be expected.” But he knows you do your best with what you have. He’s more concerned about why the confident, the daring, the skillful, the beautiful, the witty, the popular, the inventors & entrepreneurs look down on others not like them, as if it was to their credit that they are bestowed with these blessings.

    They are deceived. xx

  2. It’s not your fault that you don’t and your Creator understands. At the moment, you’re doing the best you can. I’ve got a friend who has just stopped attending church because she cannot bear the crowds – she has tried so hard to fit in and ‘feel’ normal. I know a guy who feels the same and he has stopped going too. They are not the only ones. S.A. is everywhere and I am beginning to see that this is a bigger problem than we all realise. These two dear people have faith in God and love him a lot, but they are still struggling terribly, so I hope that makes you feel better. It’s an invisible illness, but God does want to walk through it with you. Start asking him to reveal himself to you even if you don’t know if you even belivee he exists or cares. xx

    1. But if nothing happens then I will stop believing or that he doesn’t exist. Its happened before even when I used to really believe.

      1. Don’t worry, he’s there in the whisper, not the noise. And his glory is all around you proving his existence. If you sincerely ask him to reveal himself to you personally, he will do so.

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